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move my blog

2008-02-01T19:43:00.000-08:00

i moved my blog le!
http://love-alwaysthere.blogspot.com/

scream at pop!

2007-12-22T13:24:00.000-08:00

haha.today not working.hah. stay at home and slack. there is actually lots of things for me to do. and i really miss sku.the colleagues at pop were fantastic.now get to know them better le. will miss them when i leave ba. but i leaving soon le.soon with a blink jc will start le. so it is time for me to enjoy first. hope those who went to the prom night had a fun time.though i didnt go. last monday went to put on my braces. i choose light blue de. my dentist says i can change colour the next appointment. haha. cool. thurs aft punch card,we were talking at the counter. haha. jasmine tried to take a wu zun card from me. guess what? i screamed. my friends who have heard that piercing scream before will know. haha.then i threw tempers. i walked out of pop le then jasmine decided to take a photo of it then returned me. haha wo bu hao re de wor. sorry to all those who have to suffer the after effects of the scream. haha. then aft that go hav a mac hot fudge sundae with xiao qiang,jing yi and veron. we had a good laugh all the way. that night i had an ulcers coz i laugh too much and i am still wearing braces.haha. but worth it lol.

o levels finally over le

2007-11-16T13:36:00.000-08:00

o levels over le so long then i update my blog. cox
12nov chem & physics paper 1,interview at je pop,dinner at restaurant
13nov first day start work(working time is from 10am to 9.30am)
14nov work
15nov still work
16nov jc briefing in sku,then go home-watch videos,blog(thats what i am doing now.)
see i am so busy. haiz. haha. waiting for long break. from 25-28nov i all off. haha.got chalet ma. later go shoping with sze ting. now watching x-family de epi 1.haha. waiting for mon. romantic princess last epi will be uploaded on youtube. hooray. :) freedom at last.

o levels coming next week

2007-10-16T13:32:00.000-07:00

my o levels coming next week. can feel the stress. dunno whether i am well prepared for the upcoming obstacles not. today was watching romantic princess (gong zhu xiao mei) episode 1 on youtube. very nice. haha. now must go study le. must jiayou. :)

tml last day...

2007-10-04T21:41:00.000-07:00

tml last day... hope i wont cry... haha. i will miss the 4 years in fuhua badly...these are part of my happiest times... thanks to all those who went thru this journey with me. thanks... love ya.i definitely will miss all of you. keep in touch wor... looking forward to tml's steamboat dinner... and last of all... i didnt forget and i guess i wont. happy birthday mr chia! :)

prelims over...

2007-09-22T18:32:00.000-07:00

prelims finally over liao. taking a short rest. but i never will give up like i promised you... haha.now listening to hins de cantonese songs while i write my blog.but i dun understand de...prelims till now still quite satisfied.got improved dao ma. i take the chance here to say thanks to mr chia. thanks for your encouragement that morn of a maths paper 2. i was very sick that day. didnt even really study. high fever.bad flu and sore throat. really very dizzy and unwell. had bad dreams about mixing up my maths formulas.woke up at 2am plus and vomitted all my dinner out.but thanks to mr chia,what he said to me that morn really greatly boosted my morale. i tried my very best for my a maths paper 2. glad it turned out well for my a maths overall.it feels really good when your teacher tell you you did well. thanks...

angry...

2007-08-19T19:24:00.000-07:00

recently this week lots of things happened... really is sianz diao. still very angry now bout what happened on fri.... dun understand why. i 100% dun think is my fault... so pek chek... and haven started studying for prelims.... haiz... :( go have my dinner now better...

national day

2007-08-08T16:50:00.000-07:00

happy national day!

well,today was quite high during the assembly. we so happily singing though not all the songs are very nice. hahah. after that me and bao hui pei yiqi thru her music video.i dunno whether i really went to pei her becoz we having lunch together or what... but i must admit the music video is very nice. haha.yiqi keep saying this is so stupid... lol...hahah....

the feeling is back...

2007-08-08T16:30:00.000-07:00

i just cant do it! that kind of feeling is back. the feeling upon seeing you in sku... after all that have happened today. i knew i cant forget you. i tried this twice. though i made up my mind. in the end,i still didnt succeed. sometimes i thought i was the only one contributing. thank you you* for today.i guess i enjoy myself... i shouldnt ask for too much. after all...
i still cant forget you and i guess i never will...

giving up

2007-08-07T21:40:00.000-07:00

sorry. i had enuff. i m very confused now. mayb its a kind of feeling i think you are using me... i am giving up everything now. i guess we just dun have the fate and destiny. i actually dont ask much. i am giving up now... i dun think i am as strong as you think i am. afterall,i am a girl only... now i hope you can leave my sight and heart. i really trying very hard to forget...

i am finally letting go of you...

starting to learn to treasure...

2007-07-06T17:40:00.000-07:00

i really had fun today. thanks. i really have to thank you so much. you brought many smiles to my face and joy to my heart...thanks for holding on to your promise keeping my secret.thanks for doing that much. i really treasure it when i walk by your side talking to you... sometimes i feel you are really different from what others see you as. thanks for your concern... i just want to treasure the time i have... but i cant seem to think of a world without you guiding me... thank you...

holidays gonna over... :(

2007-06-18T11:57:00.000-07:00

haha. holidays gonna over. still left lots of homework.chem 2006 paper and cl homework.and physics tys!!! somemore i am missing someone. if every time i think of him,i fold a star and put it in a glass bottle.it wld have been full by now...haha.being back in sku will be a better choice.not so much homework everyday. and i wish o levels will never come. i want to stay where i am now. but it seems impossible... sianz at home lol... sku still have friends. tml going to watch fantastic four with my cousin and aunt. haha.better do some work today later. :)

Sianz...

2007-05-28T11:26:00.000-07:00

finish some holiday homework le... got a sense of acheivement...haha...my e maths finish le. a maths haven touch. those do at library de a math revision papers i plan to do last. hahax... leave some maths do last. or else if i finish all my maths homework. i will be very miserable...lol...chem de practical theory wks also finish le... later go do geo... aft that then start on shuqun a maths paper 1... now watch some tokyo juliet first... later meet jin mei and bao hui go watch pirates of the carribean 3... lalala. so shuang...work hard.play hard. :)

school holidays is here!

2007-05-27T15:01:00.000-07:00

hahax. so long never post le. this week was fun but tiring. pple started guessing which guy i was smsing. pls. can you all respect what i call privacy. lol. is my business anyway. none of yours. can you all respect me. some things i dun want to say is have reason de. somemore we only normal friends. and fri was interesting. coz we can wear our own clothes to sku.haha. though we went to sku as per normal but still we have an hour of bonding session.many of them play cards. some listen to music and some(you will know who) played chinese chess. i didnt do anything much cept watch pple play cards. didnt join in. my heart and soul wasnt there. to all my good friends,you will know where my heart and soul was... aft sku went to nearby sku de mac then i started joining in to play cards. ended up like till 4pm then go home.luckily parents were home so quite glad that i went home late. started doing my maths holiday homework le. finish my e maths shuqun paer 1 le. sat went tution. eat mac again. but now with my tution mates. fang yu,jin mei,sze ting and encarni.(happy your name is in my blog entry?)then went tution. revise moments. after which i went to my aunt's house. i tried to help her repair the com which doesnt want to connect to the internet.(actually is easy coz the userid was wrong) we had dinner together. then i went home. now today trying to finish my shuqun e maths paper 2. left 2 graph qns. yeah. must finish that paper by today. i want try finish all the 4 shuqun papers by mon. if got any qns dunno how to do still can ask mr chia on tues.

good luck to all taking the o level mother tongue tml! :p

2007-05-13T14:15:00.000-07:00

Exams are finally over. Officially. It is freedom for all of us. But i seemed to have some burden with me. I think mayb is still have a lot of work undone.Perhaps. I know i am not going to do very well in my other subjects. I got back my a maths paper 1 today. I feel i havent done well enuff. Esp for such an easy paper. Hopefully my a maths paper 2 will be much better. I know i gonna to fail all my subjects cept el,cl,a and e maths. So at least my maths results must be good enuff to cover up my losses. Must really work hard for my prelims and o levels le. Hopefully i postion don't drop too much or i dunno what i will do... :'(

life is going crazy

2007-04-30T18:16:00.000-07:00

oh well i have nothing to say about my cl papers today. quite tedious. chem mock exam anyhow do de.i am going to try to finish all my maths papers on labour day so i can say it is (proven) and (shown). i want to finish! i need to finish them! jiayou! gambate. i am trying to forget you. so can you all pls dun keep remind me about him so i can slowly let him retreat in my heart. i am trying very hard.
i still need to study for other exams. sianz. all my revision haven start. better hurry finish my 5 maths papers now. i gtg. :)

aft syf lame and crazy thing i did

2007-04-23T19:51:00.000-07:00

just did something quite crazy.quite wu liao.haha. sorry lahz. hee. nvm. i wont say what it is.some things are meant to be kept in the heart and remain as a memory forever.and not publicise it on my blog. sorry. i have homework stacking up,mye are round the corner. and i am not yet prepared. i dare say if i enter the exam hall now,i will only managed to pass my e maths and a maths.but not definitely with flying colours.i dunno. anything could happen. just like my sec 1 junior who fainted before getting to sing at the syf vch stage.she has somemore reached the destination. poor her.if that was me,i would have live with regrets. haiz. hahah. today got mini top strawberry chocolate from mrs low even though we get bronze. that was sad.but nvm.i believe we fuhua choir did our very best le. thurs when i know results never come blog is coz i too sad le. cried.haiz. then i was busy till now.at least there is no maths homework to be handed in tml... :) mr chia wore a very short brown shirt on fri.zao geng.saw things i shouldnt see. nvm. jin mei,iris and shannon saw it too. today he came to sku with cut hair.same as me. must have gone to the saloon over the weekends. always up with something wierd. quite interesting though. i wanted to post a short entry so that i could have dinner.i am hungry. dunno why the post ended up so long. nvm. i going to wait for jin mei to send me the song i want.

tml syf

2007-04-18T22:18:00.000-07:00

tml syf.very nervous.hahaz.what if we get cop?i dont think so lahz hor. cannot get bronze also.i dun wanna lose to other ccas. haha.perfectionist.i really cant bear to leave my cca suddenly. haha. dunno why nearly cant hold back my tears today when the choir practice ending. now at night still doing maths not resting.haha. saw a msg. this time cant hold back my tears le. so touched. so sweet. for that i MUST get at least silver. :)

happy birthday tania. congratulations on dance getting gold.

cant commit myself for chor

2007-04-07T18:53:00.000-07:00

haha.not very stress nowadays.still thinking when to start study for the o levels. life is hard.haha.i dunno why i cant commit.sorry.but i dun think i have the passion. i am not suitable for this afterall. everybody is getting worried and scared as the syf draws nearer.but me.i still dun feel anything.mayb perhaps is coz our syf very late.the last one of all. 19 april. haha. i receive my consent forms for the choir rehearsal and syf competition.first i was not worried bout no time to practice. first thing i see is yes!i wont miss my maths lesson next fri.i will go to the rehearsal after recess. my maths lesson before recess.hahah.then syf compeition that day,i also yes! coz maths lesson should be aft we come back.hoho.unless they have a buffet.if you let me choose the buffet and maths,i am going back for lesson.haha.its not like i dont get to eat.i wont starve to death.but i dont think there will be any maths make up lesson like last year.i dont want to trouble him again. last year we went to wellington pri to practice for our performance at the grand copthorne hotel and istana. he gave make up lesson to me,mei xin and kah wang,the only 3 choir pple aft sku when we come back from wellington. though is i request for make up de.but where are you going to find such a good teacher who give make up lesson for just 3 students aft sku and he didnt really grumble?still tell me go find him when we are ready. i am so touched. :)

speech day

2007-03-28T18:25:00.000-07:00

today is speech day for fuhua!yeah! dun understand now i why so high.hahax. the performance not very nice cept cl dance.i dont think we perform well today. it was such a pity we cant watch the parade. actually i very tired de lol...today waste lots of energy singing and also being a light bulb. dun understand why i followed them lol...haha. i very funny hor. but nvm,i am happy today coz i saw him.haha.so sweet. never fails to let me smile and forget all my troubles. you walk into my life,my heart without my permission. you brightens up my life. all i want is to walk by your side silently and slowly,treasuring and enjoying every moment. :)
anyway,i saw mr chia in the parade this morn.i put on make up finish le,so very free,then walk past the third storey there. can see the uniform groups gathering down at the parade.at first i dont recognise mr chia de lol.i thought who wear that long sleeve stripes shirt. look carefully then realise is him.he looks quite shuai.that long sleeve shirt is very nice. maybe he wear long sleeve will be better. :)
later after the combined choir practice,i went to the staff room with wendy my junior. today i help mr chia in something. he ask me see whether i want save these pple,coz their transformation test never submit working. if by tml morn,mr chia dont see it,they will get zero. of coz i wanna save all my classmates. i took down their register numbers. i later then go inform them must hand in working by tml morn.i am a nice girl after all.(dont vomit hor)haha. loving someone means you wants him to die. (quoted by jin mei).this is a better equation than shannon's de women=trouble. boo to this! signing off here. v. wu zun rockz!

no maths homework today!

2007-03-27T22:41:00.000-07:00

tml is speech day. so sianz. still need meet at 7am. other ccas dont even meet so early lol. hahaz. sorry if i have hurt you in any way. i really dont mean it. you can call me insensitive. and yeah! there is no maths homework today. first time. i finally can take the time tml to do all the homework that i owe the teachers. i only dont owe maths,geo,phy,chem and el homework... its very late. signing off here. my mum just came back from work. and i just hang off the call with oba. :p

changed blogskin le

2007-03-26T18:41:00.000-07:00

haha. finally changed my blogskin today. dont have much time here editing. i browsing through the e maths lesson on vectors put up by mr chia. then i nearly fell to slp looking at it. load 1 sentence by 1 sentence so slow de. so i went to look for a blogskin and came across this one. so happy.hahah.i today pon choir. hoho. mei xin told me the actual syf date for choir is 19 april. i dun really care. dunno ms kwa come back then liao not. i start to miss her le. no wonder pple say you will start to treasure a person when he's gone. at least she will only be temporary leaving us. and most importantly,i dun wanna miss maths lesson for syf. mayb if we get gold,its is worth it. But... nvm...thats all for today,i haven study my ss test tml. need go study le. :)

busy and stressful?

2007-03-06T18:21:00.000-08:00

i really dunno what is happening to me this term...horrible results...all my results deprove lol...cept maths i think i maintain. i started to fail my physics the first time this year.What's up with me man? i really feel that i not only disappoint myself but also the teachers lol... i really made up my mind to improve... trust me...i will do my best the next time...parents pls leave me alone...i have my own way of studying...every student also need entertainment and rest sometimes... i really feel so stress up... homework are stacking up!how you expect me to revise if i dont stay up late.plus syf coming,the hectic choir schedule...practice and practice...and never ending homework...i even had to resort to doing homework in choir...hahax...but that is so exciting. hee. at least i wont fall alsleep... muahaha... getting crazier every minute. recently started talking into the air like da shu... :(

2007-01-12T13:35:00.000-08:00

CURRENT STATUS: very busy

got so much homework lol...do until sianz lehz...must got mood then can do homework...school reopens le...life is back to normal...no more slacking le...maths physics chinese...argh...i haven even watch tv since school reopens...and coz stay back in school...i always very tired...cant do homework at night...then i have to wake up at 3.30am every morning to do homework...how can life not be sianz...how can life not be tiring?...

today is cca display day for our school...our dear choir went to the ava room to start practice...hahax...i very scared late then need pay money...10cents per minute...so i ran all the way from bus stop to school...very tired de lol...hahaz...then that mrs low i dunno how she conduct de lol...anyhow conduct...altos sing she go ask sops to sing...horrible...

our performance is NOT a success lol...we like sing out of tune lol... coz the conductor matters a lot...mrs low also ask not to sway...we sway singing like lullaby...mrs low says she not miss lim so dont do things like the way ms lim do...she is argh dunno how to describe...

after when we watching the parade,president siyun ask me go change into gown...i never change my shoes coz i never bring... funny combination though...even the seniors say so...wear you must wear everything or you dun wear...but i listen to the president...at least i wear half of it...no shoes but gown...mr chia saw me and he asked why i wear my gown... so wierd...and keep on laughing...lol...i told him is my president force me to de very ugly hor i never bring shoes still the president tell me that i have to wear its so wierd...he tell me it is ok nvm and walk away cont laughing...diao...

at least i am a good girl... hahax... then i saw jeremy again with his mic and pple pushing the loudspeaker behind him...he is shouting for pple to join ava... then he pass by ncc's booth and shout for pple to join ncc...mr chia took the mic and shout in return for pple to join ava...hahax...you dun think they so nice yet...then one of the ava pple pushing the loudspeaker shout ncc not good dun join...then mr chia shout back ava not good not join...and then they cont like that...bla bla bla...until they decide to support back their ccas...hahax...jeremy walk away singing some song...

aft the whole thing when going home that time found a poster that someone change from choir rocks to choir sucks... that person if i ever find him or her...i dunno what i will do...mrs low call wendy over and started scolding her about her attitude in choir earlier on...dion also...lol...everyone not only them also not happy bout mrs low's conducting lol...in the end went to eat at cu with tania wendy mei xin and mei xian... went home and then i am here surfing the net...happen to come across a fan club for mr chia on the friendster...i sms him and tell him bout this and he tells me he know le...i also found a petition on wanting to remove mrs seah as the badminton in charge teacher...hahaz...

ok...signing off here...this has been the longest entry i ever written...i want to do homework le...

i am getting tired

2006-12-18T13:34:00.000-08:00

i am getting tired.really tired. i really cannot take it anymore.can both of ya pls stop nagging at me?its very irritating.and the only place i can vent off my anger is this blog.at least this is MY blog.dad and mum are so irritating. i am just like any other teenager.all i want is FREEDOM and a wee little bit more of PRIVACY.why is it that every time i do my work,you all never notice.then when i just happen to receive a sms,you will come in and nag saying that i never concentrate doing my work.yest,dad shout at me to delete the things in the com because it is taking too much space.ok,i PROMISED you i will do it aft the dinner.then u come into the kitchen and raised your voice shouting that i stored lots of rubbish in the com.and told my mum not to waste time on a 3 year old kid like me.FINE!and you said i give ATTITUDE.who started raising his voice in the first place?who said things in the com are rubbish?who said i am a 3 year old kid?who used parental control to lock all the websites that i can access(i can only used yahoo HOMEPAGE at that time)?its you,dad! how can you still ask me to give you respect?Luckily now i can used the internet aft telling them i cant do my homework without the net.and you deleted all my things without my permission.fortunately i can recover them in the recycle bin.why do you say i always watch tv?its because i never find happiness at home. at least i am happy when i watch the tv. i can find entertainment.do you actually care for my feelings?have you thought how i feel?its always me in the wrong?!?if you were in my shoes,how will you feel?what lived happily ever after,thats only in fairy tales! i have to wake up from this horrid dream. And just because dad haven sold his shares,we couldnt go overseas this year. why is it always i pei he?in the end we couldnt go thailand.mum cannot take too many days off. in the end,we didnt go korea.i can only stand and watch all my friends going overseas to enjoy,while i stay at home and watch tv.maybe its not too bad after all. i think i am starting to hate this family. i can only cry silently alone...

homework all undone

2006-12-03T17:54:00.000-08:00

die le lahz...my homework all undone...lol...stay at home see the maths then sianz...no mood...dont teachers understand that holiday are meant for fun,fun,and more fun.Holidays are not meant for homework... All work and no play makes jiayi a dull girl...lol...diao lahz... argh...like that i wont finish my homework de.i wanna start le.then my mum will come in and talk to me,nag or ask me go help her... argh... then everyday as long as aft 7pm,i will automatically shut off my brain.Coz it is tv time.Weekdays can watch "tian wai fei xian".Weekends can watch "xiao yu er yu hua wu que". Weekdays at night i also like to watch"Triumph in the Skies".So cool. Watch finish tv at night then go slp.So homework 0% done. Haiz... nvm...i will load some goong pictures in every blog entry.Keep checking back for more...

Choir grand copthorne hotel and istana performance

2006-11-21T14:16:00.000-08:00

wah yest was so tired lol...morn perform at the grand copthorne waterfront hotel...the hip hop dance i dun think we did well lol...bud the cher say we very good...diao...nvm...over le...afternoon go back home rest.watch 1 episode of goong...not bad then rush to sku bus stop meet wendy.we went to have dinner at 4pm...so early lol...i eat hor fun...wendy eat carrot cake...we sit in front of that shop where we both bought our food and eat...the shopkeeper took out his N-series phone and started filming us.I so bo shuang with him.If we moved,the person can also have moved the camera lol...eat finish i turned back and look but still could not hold back so i laugh...the "photographer" still ask me dont laugh,like that not nice will vomit out my food that i am chewing in my mouth...then i ran,the person still say so fast go le ar,haven eat finish lehz...wah piang man...only wendy haven eat finish.she also ran with me...horrible experience lol...then we went back to sku by 5pm for the istana performance at night... president never come coz he went overseas...cameras keep shooting...my eyes very pain on stage also dont dare rub...feel like sneezing too...we keep on making fun of siyun coz with her black jacket,she look like the office girl...went back home on the bus with some juniors..had a good talk...reach home still watch tv...hahahx... add some shin and chae gyeung pictures...hee...i think they take themselves de... the last one consists of all 4 of them,quite nice in some way...

holidays started!

2006-11-13T12:00:00.000-08:00

Finally,the long wait ended.Its the holidays after two long,tedious and torturous weeks of headstart programme.Relax,before starting on my holiday homework...Slack first. Tues,wed,thurs have choir.Then tues have sectional.Oh no!That means tml...I nearly forget...Die le lahz... Later go ask president siyun.Hee... Whether i got go also never mind de mahz...I this alto sl like a figurehead only lol...hahah... Oh btw i happen to be searching through the net and i came across this wonderful website.Totally like a princess hours goong fansite.Excellent pictures! Cool! Three cheers...

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/losewin&article_id=4792606

I think sure got many or some pictures or at least 1 you have never seen it before.But one very sad thing.The pictures cannot be copied.If you go le,can copy pls tell me.I tried it using the school computer and my house computer le... I found this website in school when my house com spoil and i doing my e learning in school de lol... Hahax...I found a picture also on the goong 2.The 4 main characters in the new korean drama.Dunno true or not...